Home sickness!

I used to call home sometimes and if there was a party or my parents had a guest I used to have a big sorrow in my voice and start dropping tears and not being able to have a proper conversation. I used to petend that I cannot here them or cut off the line and call them back in five minutes and tell them that the lines are not very good.

But now, just now, I think I managed not to cry behind the phone and keep my voice happy. It's hard, really hard... but I think time gives you such a strength.
It's hard but time heals pains...